My posts are in Chronological Order
So the new ones are at the bottom

Hmmm first post, it feels kinda weird. LOL I live in fayetteville, NC soon to be attending 71st High School. So excited, makin' alot of changes for myself. Hmph, its harder than I thought. My best buddy is going to Fayetteville Academy so that sucks even more. (But more for her) I feel sorry for u Ericca.

3mbarass1ng m0m3nt #2,567,222:-->I wuz at Ryans (The restaurant) with my mom dad and my brother. Me and my mom were at that buffet thing and then this little boy probably no more than 8 comes up to me and says in this really loud voice, "That boy over there likes you, yeah the one in the blue shirt!" I wuz so |-->3mbarass3d<--| cuz my mom wuz standing right there. Then everyone in the restaurant wuz staring at me like, "He did not just do that!" I wuz like OMG>>>>cuz this happened on th3 4th of July.<<<<<< | Then when they left they all walked by my table and they couldn't have stared any harder|
So that was my |--->3mbarass1ng m0m3nt<---|

I WANT T0 GR0W UP!!!

That is my only goal for this summer!! Its alot harder than you think because I am very immature.With the help of my friends:Courtney, Liz, and Ericca I'm on my way to stardom!!

Courtney Gordon


Liz Ramos and Chica on top and Rosa Johnson and Liz on the bottom


Ericca Commodore

Wondering why I didn't mention Rosa as someone who is helping me grow up? Because she isn't she is just my neighbor who I happen to have known for nearly all of my life!! Just here recently I am sorta growing apart from her. That is sorta what I want. She aggravates me to much. To much stress to deal with when I'm soon gonna be a |Fr3shman| Well thats all for now. Talk more later.

N0w Play1ng:|-->S1mpl3 Plans: On3 day<--|

Like my layout? The whole purple thing? I luv purple, it is my favorite color besides black!! ;)

   |-->Yawn<--| I am sooo tired.....something is wrong with my wall!! A couple of months ago a pipe busted in my wall, and they had to break open a whole in the wall to fix it. Then my parents just put tape over it instead of having it fixed, so every living, breathing, crawling creature can be heard getting stuck to that tape!! Because that's how bugs and stuff get inside---through the walls!!--- So I was paranoid all night because I have like a phobeia of bugs!! I didn't get to sleep till like probably midnight or later, and then I woke up at almost 5:30 and could not  ever get back to |-->Sl33p<--| only a couple of snoozes here and there, but nothing big!!! I can barely keep my eyes open but I am to afraid to go back into my room. It's Wednesday, and that means only 2 days left until I have to tell my |-->T35t1m0ny<--| in front of people for my church. I wish that Courtney would be there, but she's not!! I look up to her like a sister but...... I don't know how to explain just check out my "People Who Actually Matter" site: |-->Cl1ck H3r3 T0 R3ad Ab0ut C0urtn3y<--| (The Link Will Open a New Window) Okay, now I'm not one for sappy love stuff but the above page is about all those ppl who are important to me. Who have impacted my life or made a difference in my life(minus my|-->Par3nt5<--| Because of course they matter)

!!!!I CaNt StAy AwAkE sOmEbOdY sHoOt Me!!!!!

   I keep nearly falling asleep. It's madness I tell you madness!! INSOMNIA!!! Ok where are those little Serta sheep when you need them? Cuz I don't have a Serta mattress, so they might have a job. I never really understood counting sheep. I think its pretty *oops* stupid!!! I mean if anyone can tell me exactly HOW to count sheep then more power to ya!! Here is a poem that I really like, I found it |-->H3r3<--| (Once again It will open a new window)

Teenager

I look in the mirror, and what do I see? A growing women, I use to call 'me.'
As me started changing, I didn't know why, one moment I'd laugh, then the next
I'd cry.
My emotions go wild, my feelings insane my family is one thing, to me just a
pain. I feel misplaced, like I don't belong, everything I do, to my parents is
wrong.
No question about it, my friends are changing too. But somehow differently,
what should I do?
Some don't understand what it is to mature, they act like their babies,
that's for sure!
Time are changing things are tough, no one ever said life's this rough. One
day I'm a child, with a curfew of nine, the next I'm a grown up, where's the line?
Since when are boys different and I start to see, that's he's not just a
person, but the world to me?
Things are important, that wasn't before, life is precious, it means so much
more. I just want someone to tell me that they care, and no matter what
happens, there always there.
By: Jessica Anne Bethany Martin 

Here's another one from the same place:

" Each day is Borrowed"

Live your life as if there
is no tomorrow,
Don't go through life
with hate or sorrow.

Don't spend your days
with a frown,
Even if everything around you
seems to be falling down.

Keep your head
up high,
For all you can do
in life is try.

If things don't work
and make you blue,
Just keep smiling
noone said it was because of you.

Just remember each day
is borrowed,
So live your life as if
there is no tomorrow.

By: Marie 


        I know I'm lame because I like |-->P03try<--| But I don't care because it speaks to you wheter or not you want to. I'm probably gonna make a poetry corner, but I don't know because I'm not used to all of these restrictions. Go |-->H3r3<--| to see my other site, with my own custom layout and everything. I have to figure out how this whole blogdrive thing works. LOL. Okay I am sooo tired and I g2g update my other Blog, so I'm sayin' goodbye for now. Hope u enjoy the poems.



   

My brother and his friends just left to go to some dumb lake behind a school and get all muddy and dirty and sweaty and stinky and......... oh yeah anyways I had another embarassing moment:

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My brothers friend knocked on the door and I wuz like come in, and I opened the door and told him where to go, and then he comes over to me, cuz I am sitting at the computer and he's like get up and let me play, I'm playin' now, and he wuz just jokin' but I got up he sat down then he got up and wuz like I wuz just playin, I just wanted to see if you were gonna let me play, then when I tried to slide past him he put his arms around me and hugged me and I wuz like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG X 10000000000 and he wuz like what's ur name and I wuz like Roshanta, and then he was like my names Aaron, and he held out his hand and I wuz like okay, and you know how you get all cutesy and stuff when someone is flirting with you and you try to be innocent but it is obvious that you think its funny? That is how I wuz, I wuz like this is not happening!!!!!! Growing up is driving me crazy, because I am dressing different and everywhere I go pplz keep staring at me!!! So anyway, I wuz like OMG, then he went in my brothers room and came back like 3 minutes later and he was leaning over me and he was like what are you doing? And then the worst thing of all happened, I tried to speak and nothing came out, then I finally got something out and it was all scratchy. I was like OMG, cuz I wuz sooo embarassed. Then the other dude that I had let in came in and saw his friend standing behind me and I wuz like OMG cuz he's got a big mouth and I don't want him startin' Nothin. So I wuz tryin' to pretend like I wuz really into what I wuz doin' and lyke I didn't see neither one of them and Aaron caught the hint and did the same thing. Only thing is that I have no idea how old he is, what school he goes to, nothing, and plus I don't really like him. My heart is still with someone else!!! Okay well I just had to tell someone about what just happened like 10 minutes ago!!! LOL ;)

OMG I have sooo much to tell you. I don't even know where to begin. Courtney is gone, she is not here at the present time!! And guess what? I can't even remember where she went? I just know she is gonna be gone until either Saturday or Sunday. I am sad because I didn't get to see her Friday, Saturday, or Sunday. :( Tough luck I guess. Hmm okay I think I may quit my other blog site |-->Th3 0th3r Sit3<--| because it is getting boring. I don't remember If i told u guys that I got glasses, but I did. Yep they are rimless on the bottom!! Hmm okay me and my next door neighbor,(rosa) as you know are not currently on good ammends, only because she thinks I am replacing her with my friend around the street (liz). I am just like WHOAH horsey!! Hold on a minute, I can be friends with whoever I want!! So yesterday Liz came over and we were havin' so much fun and it dawned on me how much I hate being with rosa!! I mean it totally drives me insane!! I don't know why I realized that but I did. Rosa is always startin' crap and making drama and causing stress, and I don't need that as a upcoming freshman. I don't need to be affiliated with her if she is going to cause drama!! I know a lot of people who hang around her who don't even like her. They are being two faced to her. Does she now it? NOPE cuz she is a dimwit. Sometimes she can be nice and cool to hang out with, but at other times when she tries to be ghetto she is just aggravating, because she tries to hard. I for one am just who I am, I don't care when ppl tell me that I don't act black, because to me that is ignorance. I cannot stand ppl who are ignorant (unknowing of facts) because they know they are stupid and they think it is funny! But I won't get on my soap box about that. N-e-wayz..... This week has been pretty good, tomorrow we are going to South Carolina, for some trip thingy, I think it is going to be sooo much fun. LOL. Only thing is that it is gonna be a long drive, which means I have to sit next to my brother for like 2 or 3 or maybe even 4 hours!!! I don't know if I can take it!! The horror the horror!! Okay so that was not very |-->Matur3<--| but w/e. Because yesterday I really went crazy, because me and Liz poured a whole pack of Kool Aid in our mouths!! It was nasty as I don't know what!! But we were laughing so hard!! Oh yeah, I entered some of my original poetry into some poetry contests, so I'm waiting to see if I win anything, to see if I'm any good. One contest gives you a prize no matter what, soooo........Talk more later

We went to South Carolina on Saturday, it was a lot of fun, on Sunday I brung Liz to church with me and she got to meet Courtney, and she likes her so thats good. LOL I am kinda tired right now but oh well. Been thinking about what Courtney said yesterday, I'll post it in Her little purple Box, but I am kinda worried about it. Ok so I might be exaggerating, if so then let me know plz.